VICIOUS CYCLE by Misha Horne
I am not Chase Finland’s boyfriend. Ask him and he’ll tell you. He’ll say it loudly if he’s been drinking, or if there’s a crowd around.
Chase and I grew up together in a crumbling trailer park, holding hands on the roof and dreaming dreams so big they didn’t have words. Ate the same government lunches in the cafeteria. Fell in love with the same emo boys. Then one of us got famous. And the other one came along.
He’s not the guy he used to be. He doesn’t treat me like he once did. But we’re addicted to each other, in so deep it’s too late to walk away.
Someone wants to give me all the things Chase won’t. Someone wants to cover my body in the kisses and bruises that I secretly crave. Wants to give me the pain I need and the pleasure I don’t deserve. The kindness just might kill me, but I can’t seem to help myself.
I won’t tell Chase, but it doesn’t matter. After all, he’s not my boyfriend.
This bittersweet M/M erotic story is heavy on the bitter, light on the sweet. It includes explicit sex, BDSM/spanking elements, angst, and semi-cheating (non-exclusive relationship) themes. This is not a romance and does not include an HFN/HEA ending.